Saturday, March 14, 2020

An Open Letter to Sabazius, with a Request

Dear Brother,

93.

I seriously don't know how you've managed to do it, for so many years. Thank you for your service.

You are kind, and communicate it. You are calm, and keep your temper. You are honest, and express what people need to hear, in brief, without all the things I'd have to say about the subject at hand.

You leave room for people to do what they will, without judgment, while taking the leadership mantle necessary to guard the camp. Yet you never cease to hear the voices of the comrades. I don't know if you weigh and judge things in contemplation, or are just one of those born leaders who don't have to think about it to come to the right answers. I honestly have no clue how you do it.

Please consider composing a thing like The Thelemic Prince: A guide for Kings. A manual of philosophy, thoughtful governance, and leaving room for the principles of Thelema that you have guarded, carefully and thoughtfully since the crown was placed upon your brow.

You've done good. My experiences with the OTO were both awesome, and incredibly angering. I'm emotional. I don't understand your ability to deal with things so rationally and ... I don't have the words. You find the path forward, that protects the camp, guards the folk, confronts the fires, while maintaining the integrity of it all.

You're good at this thing.

Please consider writing a maintenance and operations manual for those who follow you.

93 93/93

-Rufus.

Monday, January 6, 2020

If at First you don't Succeed, Try, Try Again

Last year, I made a big stink about Stephanie Olmstead-Dean being removed from her position as Body Master of William Blake Lodge on trumped up charges. I railed against the EC, I got myself suspended, and was repeatedly told I didn't know "what was really going on."

Regardless, she was reinstated, and staid that way for ... almost three months before once again she was removed from the Body Master position on trumped up charges. This time for being a member of a Thelemic organization that had just launched, and listed on its web site the Gnostic Mass as a ritual they would be performing, although altered to represent different forces, and balance out the feminine and masculine. It wasn't even Liber XV anymore.

AND ... They hadn't performed it. The list of rituals on the site was still in the notional phase. There was, at the time, no stated policy in place within the OTO or EGC that had been communicated to clergy indicating it was grounds for removal if you performed the Mass for an unaffiliated Thelemic organization. When she found out, they removed that ritual from the planned rites of the group, but it was apparently too late.

Seizing the opportunity, whatever clandestine force who hates that Stephanie should lead William Blake with the success she has demonstrated over the years used this opportunity to remove her, once again from her position.

I want to be really angry about it, but shockingly, I am not even surprised anymore. Some shadowy figure(s) have been working on getting William Blake Lodge out from under Stephanie's obviously eldritch claws, and having failed once, would not let go and went in again. Rumor has it they pulled the EC president out of a mandatory retreat to press the magick "kick Steph out" button. Because, priorities.

Steph is one of the nicest, sweetest, most dedicated hard-working members of the OTO. She dressed up as a T-Rex for the King at Notocon, provided classes, workshops, actual traditional magical rituals, and continuously increased her local body membership, while growing one of the largest building funds of any Oasis or Lodge in the Kingdom of the United States. Her service is impeccable, her attitude was always positive, and she never spoke ill of her treatment at the hands of whomever has manipulated her out of her position.

She's exactly the kind of person the OTO should be cultivating, and yet she is obviously the target of some hidden vendetta from people in the "Lover's" or "Hermit" triads.

Why the fuck would anyone want to be a part of an organization that targets the hard-working and effective leadership over false reasons that just don't make sense?

Beats me. I'm done. If you get something out of your participation in the OTO and EGC, good on ya, hope you don't piss off the wrong people, and may your time in the Order be recognized for what you've done.